I keep having this recurring dreams of losing something material but valuable to me and then having to go on a wild goose chase for it — at times resorting to underhanded means, other times interrogation and slight violence — more often than not asking Non-Playable Characters how to get around. (I have been playing Final Fantasy Tactics ever since borrowing a DS — and now need to find a way to put in games like chrono trigger, golden sun and the new ace attorney that centres round Edgeworth.)

Perhaps some of these things arent -that- valuable in terms of indispensability and only moderately so in terms of monetary value, such as phone, zen player and a pair of shoes i wear around often  – but they seem to be things that are part of my everyday life.

In addition, I have this slight quirk — regardless of how unvaluable or replaceable the possession is, I just want to know what happened to it and how it disappeared. Often this is the case with my laundry, of course my socks and underwear are  extremely replacable…but just where the hell does it disappear to!? >< This might just be due to a sense of attachment — buddha would not approve. Although its a bit like the shepherd who leaves behind 99 to search for one sheep (conventional wisdom will seriously question this), at least I didnt leave behind things to that extent…only to some extent.

Quite curious what the dream, or rather dreams, might mean. Perhaps I’m searching for something or think that I lost something that was originally mine. I don’t know really.

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ON TOP OF THAT,

I just recalled that I dreamt that I had tea with an air force colonel who was trying to find out some  personal/family things amidst a bunch of other mess.

And I almost forgot to mention (apart from telling my dad) that I had a dream two weeks ago where I met the MMentor in a limo where he tries to persuade me to do oxford-law. I was half convinced.

Then comes the part where I ask daringly about the stance change pre-65 and post -65 and I was able to quote things from a key text to my EE. Probably because of doing that presentation which turned my EE into a powerpoint.  For that, I got completely owned in argument, reason and authority ><

It’s a bit like those dreams where people see Jesus in their sleep asking them to go to Africa to be a missionary or to set up a new Chinese State. It’s almost blasphemous.

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