i have this very strong inklings of late, with no reason:
I will get that which I (and many who have tried in vain) want.
But I will lose that which I very much value, already have and want to continue with (and probably not many others want as much =x definitely not as in demand as the thing i feel i’ll get).
Most people will feel more confident about the other and more fearful for the other, if they were in my shoes — but i’m not most people, i do everything in reverse.
- such is my pseudo-’woman instinct’ (with no real reason or explanation). But someone else with extra woman instinct reassures me that both will be fine. It’s no zero sum game.